Is it Over?

Out of boredom i have decided to write a simple little post about the end of the world. I am writing it at 10:15 PM EST on January 10, 2010.

So the question is... Did it end? You see i have scheduled this post for 6:00 PM EST on December 23, 2012. Why the 23rd? Well, as far as we can tell the supposed end of the world occurs December 21, 2012. However, some say its the 22nd. I figured just in case i would wait until the 23rd to ask the question.

Anyhow, See ya in 2013! (I hope).

Is it really May?

Yes, I suppose it is. Only things going on with me lately have been me working on some website projects here and there and working on getting a few new tech clients for my IT endeavors. I think in one of my last entries i mentioned an actual live music act that was forming and possibly getting ready to start hitting some venues. Sadly that project, Falcon Heavy, is no more. Seems like it was glued together so well, but in the end it was cheap glue. No animosity towards anyone there though, I was quitting it just the same time everyone else was. Still sucks though, i was enjoying the whole "creating music organically" thing, you know, more than just me writing the tunes. So as far as musc goes, think i am going to be on a bit of a hiatus, at least from writing and recording. Need some time to think abou the things that mean something to me, my next inspirado. Need a new muse. I have ideas to follow up my 2011 release (Swim) with, but they are vague and require more thought. I will probably have that ready sometime before 2013. I am still playing with the cover band locally though, keeps me musical without any real creative effort. Which can be very nice. Next up, I would really like to try to start making some short film stuff again. Even the goofy shit from years ago that can be found on my YouTube Channel. I think that i would prefer to do some more serious, introspective type stuff though. We'll see how that goes. I will kinda need other people to help me realize some of the ideas i have, which is a bit of a curse. You know, cause i would have to rely on other people to help get things done. Its hard to be a great motivator. Anyway, i guess that is all for now. I have ideas for this year and hopefully i can realize them! So say we all.

Been Busy

For the past month i have been rather busy working on web development, a cover band and trying to get a second band going (of original music). Mix in some unexplainable anxiety issues i have been having and you get BUSY BUSY BUSY! The cover band: Well, i am playing drums for that gig. It is a classic rock / blues / country (yeah, country) cover band. Anything from Santana to SRV to Hank WIlliams, its fun and it pays so its a great thing. The other band: too early to say on that, perhaps things are looking good? Web development: currently working on a project that needs to be super clean and "academic" looking. Which is actually more complicated than it sounds. Doing clean and simple designs i think are always more complicated than just slapping huge amounts a geegaws and flash all over the place (not that i'd ever use flash!). About the anxiety... I don't have any idea where thats coming from. Obviously i can think of things that stress me out, but not like this. It seems nearly uncontrollable, nearly. Like i am in a constant state of stress, which is no good of course. Thats all i have to say about that right now. Otherwise things are looking up, I've got at least 6 more live gigs with the cover band lined thru the rest of the year. Starting to feel the draw to write some new music as well, something the rocks hard as well as something creepy, haunting and sultry. Hope to do some work with some female vocals on that front. Anyway, i guess thats all i got for now. See ya later!

On Completion and Notes from The Trial

So now that my Swim album is done and out there is in the real world I thought maybe it was time to kind of detail some of it's creation.

Inception:

The concept itself was born one night a couple years ago standing alone on the shores of the Atlantic ocean in the middle of the night. I was just there, nothing else. Sound of the waves, the ocean breeze and the feel of the sand beneath my feet. The music itself didnt take on any life at that time, but the mood was born certainly.

Flash forward 2 years and 1 heartbreak later.

I return home, enjoy several months of just being once again the me i thought i was. The musician me. The guy who lives, breathes music. I was alive again and i knew what had to be done...

Conception:

It started simply, just a song called Man Unkind. It was just kind of a test of where i wanted to go with this Swim thing. I felt the pull of that eastern seaboard in an all new way, it wanted me to write an ode to it and the feelings left behind there.

So I did.

Construction (the technical side of things):

Everything you hear on the album is me (save for a soundbite at the end of Creeper Police which is my friend Amanda). That means drums, guitar, vocals, synth/keys and random noises that occur from time to time. This is not because i am some control freak or something. It was simply me expressing exactly what i was thinking, who i am and why i do what i do in the only way i have ever really known how.

It starts usually with a line, a sentence. Like an ocean in my head and how the waves just keep breaking. Its an unstoppable force, before us, with us and long after us those waves will break. So thats it. I write the words for the song "Like and Ocean" and then decide what that particular song should sound like. In that case it sounded like plucky minor chords and and a descending chorus with a little drum driven break.

Sometimes though it starts with the guitar and a certain feeling. The song "The Good Ones" is an example of that. I felt like it needed to move fast, to run away from everything else. To get away from the good ones who cant understand its meaning. So its got it's jagged chorus and jittery guitar thats on the verge of a psychotic breakdown. And then when it feels like perhaps it will fly apart the drums, bass and guitar come together for a solid bridge and into the outro.

The third method is much more organic. There are two songs that were written that way. "Truth Be Told" was written practically at the same time it was recorded. It's straight from my soul, i guess. Its the truth i suppose. Then "Which Way Home" was sort of the same. I had this simple two chord strum going and the words were just there, i knew them without having to ever right them down. The song was built to close out the album and apparently close out this post as well.

Errata:

There was a lot of other work that went into creating "Swim". I not only wrote and played all the instruments. I also produced it, meaning i recorded it, mixed it and mastered it. Which in the end took likely twice as long to do as the actual writing did.

"Swim" is obviously a heartbreak record, i had some of that i had to get off my chest. Don't think however its all about some girl, because it certainly is not. Many things break hearts just as well as girls. Some of it has basis in my previous active band project and the lack of true commitment from parts of the components of the particular machine.

The album cover. I had several different options for it including an original piece by the same Amanda from "Creeper Police". In the end i chose the night shot from the Atlantic because it was literally from the exact moment of the inception of the very thing it represents. It just made sense to me, and thats who i was doing this for.

Closing:

Its been a very informative and enlightening experience. I think i have really honed my skill as a composer. Gone are the days of meaningless pieces of music that dont make sense (not that i wont return there for fun). I feel proud of what i accomplished on my own and i sincerely hope you enjoy my creation.

- Jonathan Rollans

P.S. Yes, a live act swim set is in the works. It is too early to say what, who and when it will be, but it is coming.

The water is fine, come Swim

As of Sunday, July 31st my debut album is complete! I am talking full on gold master release to manufacture stuff here. Albeit this will be a digital only release to begin with (iTunes, Amazon, Spotify, etc...) It is set to be released on August 16 2011.

Three years of deep thought and a decade of experience has grown this record, has permeated the music with actual feelings and emotional discord (I know, right? Me, emotions?). I started writing the material in ernest in October 2010 if i am not mistaken. Wrapped up the the actual track list in May. Took three months off to reflect on whats been done and see if its really what i meant to say in my own way. Oh, yes, yes it is exactly what i want to convey to the listener. Its like a tattoo in some ways, i thought maybe i would get it done and then regret it. I don't in the slightest.

Basically what i am trying to say here is that i am releasing a record August 16th and you should buy it from your store of choice. I have a few stories to tell you if only you'll listen.

The album itself is titled "Swim".

My Lost Wallet

Just in case anyone ever finds my wallet and happens to google me, I am posting here to say.. Keep anything in it, I just want the wallet back. It was my stepdad's who passed away 10 years ago. (though I would like my stash of concert ticket stubs as well).

Jonathan Rollans
(682) 738-5709

The album “Swim” coming soon!

Howdy folks, just wanted to post up a quick item here and let it be known that my album of brooding indie rock tunes will be released in July. I Don’t have an exact date yet, still some finalization going on with it (mixing, “mastering” (cause you know, what exactly IS mastering in this age of digital distribution?) ).

In a lot of ways this record was being written for the past three years. More in a metaphorical sense, i didn't actually start writing the parts until October, 2010. I had a lot of “focus” time while living in the in the hills of West Virginia. Time to think, for introspection and the philosophy of cause and effect. What does that mean? I dont know, im just a vague artist with 50 minutes of half thought/wholly felt emotions and instrumental intentions.

Having said all that, I also wanted to share this here music video I did for an acoustic version of the song titled “Desperation” which is a track from the album.



P.S. About the name “Swim”;

I chose this name because of some deep thought i was having about the human condition and all that. If you were stranded out in the middle of the ocean, alone, with no reason to believe there was any help on the way. Would you swim? Or would you just sink on down into the watery depths of the sea? So really, the album’s name is an answer to that multiple choice question. It is just in our nature to swim, and this is me swimming.

On The Internet

There are things on the Internet that I have seen. Some of them I don't feel are valuable enough to take up space in my brain, but I have seen them.. Perhaps you should too!

The 65 Sketchiest Easter Bunnies

Ugliest Tattoos (The Gallery of Regret)
I'll admit, I do become a bit of a dick when I see people with stupid tattoos. Just for entertainment, really! To each their own.

The Best of Craigslist
Careful, this is a time suck. I mean, it'll drain your clock. Check this one specifically. It's actually very tasteful.

Anyway, I think that is enough for now. I save these things in my google reader account and will probably post more at a later date.

- Posted from my iPad.

Watch this Crap

Once again Chris and I got up to some extremely retarded music making last night. This time it is complete with a music video! So, without any further explanation, i present...

Dirty South Mouth by Round Eye Round Up.

PSA - The Verizon iPhone

I just wanted to put this out there in the world for my fellow tech enthusiasts and technologically challenged alike.

IF VERIZON GETS THE IPHONE, YOU WILL NOT (that's 'NOT') BE ABLE TO USE YOUR AT&T IPHONE AND JUST "SWITCH OVER".

So if you or someone you know has said "as soon as verizon gets the iPhone, I'm switching." then be prepared to BUY A NEW ONE!

I can't say this and be 100% sure about it, I am however 95% sure. Hey, maybe verizon will offer a trade in program? Or maybe they'll magically switch to the same cellular tech used by the current iPhone (yeah, right).

Just saying...

- Jonathan (via iPhone)

New Year, Old Post

Well hello there people of the future! I am contacting you from the year 2011 to relate an old post of mine from 2005. I was looking thru some of my old blog posts and came across this nugget of wonderosity (not a real word). First a little backstory..

My old band played a show at a venue for the first time in a year or so and this is the response we got:

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We got setup on-stage and all that mess. and let me tell ya this. When we first got to the club and went in, i could tell right from the first glance around the room that the current crowd would either hate us or think "eh.. they are alright". New age punks are no punks at all! Im not sure half of them knew what the word Anarchy means. You know, the punk motto?! Fine, whatever...

It has been almost a year since we last played. And the announcer over the PA said that. Which leads me to the most honest response to my music i have ever had.

Right before the last song.

Announcer: "Maybe they will come back and play in a year..."

Anonymous Moron: "Make it TWO!"

HAHAHAHA! now that is funny! Seriously...

Down to the dirty details -

The morons that didnt like us (which is fine by me, i would prefer if they did not show up to my shows:). Were actually in the next band after us!

This is a list of complaints that i have compiled that the Moron band had against us.

1. "The bass player isnt good, he thinks he is the shit."
2. "The singer isnt good, but he acts like he is."
3. "The drummer sucks, but he pretends to be good."
4. "The guitar player is flashy and he sucks"
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I just happened to read that and I found it to be hilarious, i will probably be the only one... I actually remember over-hearing the conversation about the guitar player being flashy. I don't think anyone has ever thought i was a FLASHY guitar player?! Well, except for that guy...

Anyway, I guess i am done regurgitating bloggings, fare well!

Last Post for 2010

Well, i don't really have much to say other than have a happy and safe new year's eve. I am looking forward to 2011 quite a bit, in fact, i am probably more enthused about this next year than i have been in several! I've got an album worth of tunes that'll be coming out sometime in the next few months as well as some other ideas that i will surely divulge eventually.

Anyway, see ya next year folks!

-jonathan

Some Music to See (hear?)

So, yeah. I am pretty much in love with Nicole Atkins and this song only enhances that.



- jonathan.

An Excerpt From A Story

So I have been slowly, very slowly writing an as of yet unnamed short story. I suppose it's a bit of a scifi/crime sort of thing. Anyway, I was just going over some of it and thought I'd share a small bit from the early part of the story.

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"Stop driving so damn fast Franky!", Will was nervously bellowing.

"You gotta relax man, there ain't no other cars out here." he replied as if he was in total control of the situation, which of course, he was not. "We gotta get over to The Dean's house as soon as possible, that's ASAP bro! You know he's gonna be fucking pissed if we aren't the in time for this big meeting."

"I still don't get it man, why are we going? What the hell is the meeting for anyway?" Will was trailing off to just barely a mumble towards the end.

"I don't know, but I do know if The Dean wants us to be there, we will be there! This is heavy shit" Franky explained so nebulously.

Franky Benson is for lack of a better term, a moron. He wasn't always this way, after spending the vast majority of his teenage years and early twenties snorting anything he could find and smoking everything else. Well, he had become, a burnout. He speaks with that kind of silly accent that people try to do when impersonating Keanu Reaves ala Point Break. For the most part though, he was a good guy. At least that's what everybody would say about him later when he wasn't much of a guy at all anymore.

Will, well, what ever his last name is. Will on the other hand was a bright kind of person. Spent most of his days learning and trying to improve himself, just like a proper human being. His one downfall was having a dirtbag friend like Franky. He grew up in a farm town outside of Fort Smith, Arkansas. Managed to escape the small town maelstrom and went straight south to Dallas. There he worked in a few IT positions and ran the occasional mule up from the Mexican border, though he never mule'd himself. The most interesting thing about Will Whatever is what happened to him after the last time we heard about him.

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Enviado desde mi iPad, cabrón.

New Release - "Them Hills"

Today I am releasing a 7 song EP that was recorded during my time spent living in the Eastern Panhandle of West Virginia.  These tunes are pretty rough as they were recorded in a very lo-fi way.  However they do seem to have a bit of charm to them as they, to me at least, capture the feel of The Land of the Cold Sun.

So, here are the songs inspired by "them thar hills".

Click here to receive happiness (not really, it's pretty gloomy stuff.)

Note: This time its in MP3 format and zipped. So, there ya go.

New Music Soon

Next week, probably Tuesday I will be posting up a new album for download (free). It consists of some acoustic rock kind of stuff I recorded over the last couple years.

That is all.

Man Unkind (Music Video?)

It is kind of a music video, but not really. I just hate it when i listen to a song on youtube and it just shows a static image for the duration. So i figured I will throw some cartoons or something in mine.

On Writing

Damn it feels good to be writing music and recording again. I've got about 3 years of time to make up. Focus, I think has been my biggest obstacle. So many ideas, so many directions. It's hard to make things cohesive and keep the madness to a down roar.

That's all really, I'll probably post some tunes up here eventually. You know, for all 3 of you to hear.

- Jonathan (via iPhone)

Introducing Murder of Crows

This is a new project by myself and Chris Shockley. Basically it will be the umbrella which hovers over all that does not fit elsewhere. This first project is a set of six songs composed specifically for a haunted house.

Here is one tune for you: Domestic Violence

Lyric Book Morsels

I often start writing lyrics, poems, prose and what-have-you. A lot
of the stuff doesn't ever add up to a whole song or anything really,
so I have decided to start posting these words chunks. Seeing as I
don't really ever have much else to say on this here blog.

Anywho, here's the morsel I call "Retreat!":

"Put my ear down to the earth today. Couldn't believe what she
started to say. Said 'leave now, run and get far away. Use your
machines and blast into space.'"

- Jonathan (via iPhone)
(682) 738-5709